It's a weird place to be in. A hard place to exists, to want two things simultaneously both in different ways but in the same ways too. There are moments when we are together where everything feels a little more and then other times where it feels empty. It feels like there was so much love here at one time and it filled up all this space but now it's gone and we are a shell.. But I still feel it in memories and I remember us and I catch glimpses of it in your eyes. Possibilities of the future are waiting in the distance and I am so intrigued to move toward them but my feet won't budge. I am still lost in this. And It scares me. Everything feels foreign.