These last few days have been great, You've started to let your feelings for me show through your anger. It's nice to feel normal again. But I know hard times are looming. I can't even fathom my life with you. I still love you.

How can I live without this?

What do you do when you finally realize that you've gotten to a point where there's no turning back. And that you've given up all the memories that made things worthwhile. How can you live with yourself? Better yet how can I live without this? Sometimes it feels regular. But then I remember how much I miss you and how we used to be. I just know I'm always gonna fall to pieces over you.