can't we just act like nothings wrong?

People are treating me differently now. They see me as "delicate" and "fragile". I think this has alot to do with the fact that they don't know what to make of the stuation, or that they can genuinely see my underlying displeasure. The fact that they insist on checking on me every five seconds doesn't make me feel any better, though they may be convinced otherwise.. actually, it makes me feel worse. I know that they care and are just trying to be there for me but I would just like to be left alone for the most part.

all choked up

You think by now I'd be better but saying good-bye on the phone still chokes me up.