The concensus is in

The consensus is in and all opinions put me at fault. Everyone thinks that I was the one who initiated everything. Everyone keeps commenting on how I wasn't into it or how well I cope with break ups. How I seem completely unphased. Oh yeah? You guys know the whole story. I really want to tell everyone to fuck off. But I don't because I operate under an heir of discretion. I maintain as much privacy and professionalism as possible with this because it I don't, if I start to talk about it with anyone on a level I know what will come of it. I will crumple. I will crumple into a thousand pieces and become the weakest and saddest girl I've ever been. Sometimes the best way to play it is to pretend like it doesn't matter. Keep your mouth shut and your poker face strong, while in all actuality you're dying inside.