I understand how exhausting it can be to be around people all day. Especially if they are people you don't necessarily feel yourself with. I'm sure that somebody who is severely introverted and opposed to these types of situations would feel significantly more uncomfortable but I would like to think this feeling of discomfort would fade once the situation has been finished. But when it continues to linger even after we've left.. I can't help but feel like I'm a part of the issue. Like I'm a part of your unease. I used to be the one person you were never sick of being around but sometimes it feels like you're punishing me. Its strange though, we don't mind time together and we don't mind space apart. But if I take space apart away from your immediate area I know you aren't happy about it. Its like you're only happy if I'm away but still in arms reach.. And that doesn't seem fair to me in the slightest. Sometimes I don't know how to appease you. Cuz we both know I don't make you very happy sometimes. But boy am I trying. That has to count for something right?