turn around and i don't know

It is such a let down when you realize that the people that you pride yourself on having around aren't there for you anymore. It was a strange thing running into you the other day. I don't know, since everything happened I feel like there is a wall built between us. But the funny thing is I felt like this was slowly coming upon us before the incident. The incident was just the final brick in the wall. You know I guess my brother always prepared me for this, for the comings and goings of friendships. How this was a part of life and maturing. People grow apart and that's a part of life. But more and more lately I feel like I keep turning around to find myself alone. I don't know where my friends are. It seems like they only wanna be around when it's of convience to them. Never here when I need you, but always here when it's good for you. Always down to party.