Sometimes I step outside the moment and I'm just a by-stander. It feels like I'm watching a movie.. I can see myself on the brink of destruction. I want to hit the breaks but I freak out and lose control and I crash.
It is a scary thing to be so angry. I understand that my personality can be extremely volatile, I rage so hard sometimes it's frightening. Often after the red vision fades from my eyes I cry crystal blue tears and I shake from the monster I am.
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