Sometimes people get things wrong.

Vision means seeing things as they are, the final product. I feel like the majority of the time I see only a piece of what's going on. It feels as if a thick fog has moved into my line of vision and all I can make out are vague shapes and shadows. It is a very scary feeling to be blind sighted, to rely soley on your feelings to pull you through. Sometimes people get things wrong, and by the time you realize this it's too late.

I have got to learn to take things for what they are or for what they aren't. I can't allow my heart to speak first or my mind to over analyze the situation. Sometimes things don't mean anything, while other times they mean everything. I don't have any idea of how things are supposed to play out from here, I dreamt up this vision in my head and the outcome was something completely different. The feelings that I allow to run rampid get me into nothing but trouble. My heart jumps to conclusions alot of the time. I feel like i'm walking around in the dark alot. I have no idea where I'm going to end up five years from now and that scares me.